STUDIES!! (:
Teacher was lecturing and reminding us that this year is 'O' level. It really making me even worry. I do not know whether I chose to come secondary 5 is a good idea, because I know my own character. I am really afraid that I could not cope for this year, what if I did not do well ? Teachers always emphasized that 'O' levels will be much more difficult than 'N' level. It is just like teachers injecting us everyday. From the starting of this year 's school, I had been going home at 5 or 6pm. My parents were worried that I do not have enough time to study. In class, I am always lagging at the back as I am a slow learner. I always needed teacher to teach me again and again until I understand. I am very sorry. Soon my parents will get me a tuition teacher , by that time I will be keep studying already. Actually, studying is also an interest. I find out that studying is not a bad thing, I may sound ironical here but this i what I really felt. I always hated to go school as it was so stress , but thinking back it is not stressing at all. It is just depending whether I want to study a not. Choices and future are in our own hands. Whether want to study a not depends on us, and not depending on our teachers or parents.
I admitted that last year I did not put in a lot of effort , I was just plainly lazy. This year I told myself that I want to do well in exams. I want to go into good polytechnic. I do not want to disappoint my parents. They earned money just to let us have good education. I always ask myself why ain't I studying hard. It was only the second weeks of school and I already thought of whether I could passed my 'O' levels. I am scared indeed. This year I did not hang around with my friends that often. I want to study hard all the way.
Monday my food and nutrition (F&N) coursework is given out, kind of nervous. This week teacher go through the rules and regulation of the coursework with us. After hearing I was so stunned as this year using of internet scavenging was bounded. Usually coursework could scored will always come from the internet source that had already been rephrased. This year all the studies is becoming more and more scary and tough. This year coursework only can used our own resources and some research and basically just our knowledge. I just prayed hard that I could do all my coursework in the right track and reduce the amount of mistakes I had done. Lastly I just hope I could get some help in studies ! :D
posted by ' SEESIAAA :D @ 9:47 PM
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