despair for long
Is it wrong that a Chinese to be together with a Malay? This question always in my mind. Me and my ex-boyfriend were happy being together. We were together for 2 years and we broke off. Everything seems alright until may parents found out that me and my ex-boyfriend together. Both of my parents were racist. They do not like Malay guy as they feel that all Malay guys are mischievous and unfaithful. But to me , some of the Malay guys are different, just like my ex-boyfriend. It was a very grief-stricken matter when we broke off. It was around last year's prelim that both of us broke off. I think it was right that both of us had broke up because really had so much problems.'You've fare skinned, he have dark-skinned, how could you two be together?' demanded my parents.
My ex-boyfriend and I were crestfallen. Both of us never expected that my parents would said that. It just like a sharp knife have cut through our heart. We broke off eventually after my parents have break us apart. It never wrong for a parent to break us apart, they had the rights to do so. But it was really so upset that we broke up. We have been through so much in this 2 years of being together. It was just like we took so long and so much effort to be together for 2years, but just a short while and just a few words make us apart. I believed he was also despair and vehement but he never showed out. I am really despondent but there is nothing I could do. Although now I want to focused on my studies , this was still a matter that really make me cannot let go.
Others may think that this is nothing to them but it meant a lot to me. There is so much to say, nobody could understand how both of us felt. Now all I jut want is to study well in my exams and do well in my 'O' levels. I would not lamented and scurrying away from this hard work. I want to prove to my parents that I could do it well. I want to prove them wrong that why others could do , why not me. I believe as long I work hard on what ever I want, I could get it. As long as i do not give up, I still have a chance. As long as fated , me and him will get back together when we both grew older. Now studies important. :D
posted by ' SEESIAAA :D @ 11:21 PM
1 Comments:
It is good to know that you are moving on and concentrating on your studies. Someone else will come along in your life to make you happy.
Perhaps we do not understand the reasons for your parents' protests over your relationship, but do remember that they have your BEST interests at heart. After all, they are your parents.
I'm impressed how you are trying to infuse the new vocabulary into your writing. Keep it up!
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